Sleepless in Seattle

Whats better than the Emerald City? Nothing really, its time for me to go back home .

Indulgence of Intricacies

The feelings that nourish the mind, soul and heart can somtimes contradict the actions our bodies perform. If someone was to tell you about a certain event would you have done the same? Not being concious of knowing they would do the same for you. When someone knocks down something a grocery store walking past you, they turn around look at it; turn back around and continue walking away. You pick it up for good karma, on the flipside; had you been in the other persons shoes. Do you think you would have done the same? If you call your suggestive help bs, if it seems like you can't use your own advice why not switch it to something everyone can use including yourself. How can it seem old if it was never used, still locked away in its package being denied for any use. The first night I saw my baby, I thought it was over. But my bestfriend brought me back to my feet, he told me whatever happens is suppose to happen everything has an outcome and God knows what's happening. Tomorrow's a new day, don't let one day ruin your week. I followed the advice and now I finally know my search has ended for the one I want for the rest of my life. I guess all in all, just cause you give out advice doesn't mean you can't use your own. I know I have my faults but it's all part of the growing process, I love my beh. Without God, or my bestfriend giving me the advice I've heard countless times; I don't think I'd be writing this today, how far I am from my lover isn't close to the distance I'd go to spend the rest of my life with her. -A.D.

Inhaling Appreciation

God's been gracious , blessing me with my family and friends . I' merely show appreciation but i haven't forgotten all the things set aside for me . "Don't be afraid of moving slow, be afraid of standing still" . Life's full of experience that we all cannot explain. Sometimes they just happen without acknowledgment . We shouldn't waste time on trying to figure out the meaning for every little thing . But we should all just take it in a appreciate that it has happen . Counting the moments in life , causes you to miss out on life . Being happy is the best thing you can do for God' to show him your appreciation . Not everything goes the way we plan , Because we were not meant to plan . For our plans are in God's hand , Never be weary always have faith . Confide in him . - S.B

"So do not fear for I am with you, do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand " Isaiah 41:10 .

Binge Lying .

Lying is like an addicting drug, a crime . That most people commit all the time . But rarely seem to notice . Although everyone in the humane race have lied occasionally . We all tend to get angry when the lie is brought upon us or about us . Why is our generation such hypocrites? Politician , and our everyday familiar faces ? Is there nothing left better to do ? - S.B

How much you mean to me .

How much you mean to me is like telling you how many pieces of salt are in the sea
In other words I’d rather do a 15 foot gap gash my head open and die I’d go to hell but it’d be better because the humility of rejection by you would be like hell times 10
How much you mean to me is like saying I could tell you how many seconds have passed since the beginning of time
A fortune teller couldn’t tell you how much you mean to me, the crystal ball would shatter into a thousand pieces, each of those pieces would have one example of the love I have for you
11:11 the only thing I ever wished for was you I gave up on that a while ago, I found something stronger; now I just pray to god
I’m cold but I don’t shake from the cold, I shiver from being so nervous because I know one day you’ll read this, the coldness and bitter in my heart for finding love that’s been fading away, I have fear you won’t feel the same
The only label I would ever accept would to be your lover and only yours
A Gypsy couldn’t tell you how much I care about you, the cards would transform into butterflies and flowers giving a self explanation of how beautiful you are
The space of how much I feel for you then the next guy is Tiger Woods and the second best golfer… no match at all
I’ve been told there’s more fish in the sea than you think, when I think of you I don’t see a fish, I see a pearl
Like the land changes must come and so do we, so let’s adapt.. to each other
The civil war couldn’t compare to how much blood I’d spill for you, your one of a kind
I’m like the space at this point in time, I’ve spilled who I am you know me on the inside, but you have yet to see me on the outside
Giving up isn’t my thing, I’d accept it instead if you didn’t feel the same, it hurts but so does a shot, the only difference is the pain I feel inside my heart isn’t the kind of shot you get at the doctors
You once told me you were better than a girlfriend. I agree one hundred percent; you’d make a perfect wife.
The way I feel about you, is like jumping into a black hole, it can’t be explained and no one would survive if they knew how much it was because it’d be too overwhelming they’d explode from the shock
I was once told a man can love 100 women but it takes a real man to love 1 girl 100 ways, for you I’d do a 1000 ways and not one would be any form of sex
All and all, seeing as everything is best told simple even after these sayings the best one I can offer that’s the greatest way too show how much I care for you is simply, call me a beezy but I’m a man of sensitivity, call me a punani but I actually care for people, call me a fool but I’m a guy who believes in true love, call me a waste of time but I love you. - A.D

Through the eyes of others the world was seen as nothing different than the newspaper, same thing different day. I saw the world different the end of the year was the beginning of a new life. Words and emotions couldn’t define the feelings that lie away in the space between my lover and I. Every star in the sky every comet passing by the universe is as endless as the love and care that connects to us. The world is anyone who grabs for it, I’m sorry I can’t give you the world its just too much. I can’t give you my world either because you are my world baby. - A.D.

Us Against The World .

Going through a phase . A Specific phase , not knowing what will be around the corner . Sometimes is a challenge without that specific , push of encouragement behind you . But what we should embrace and always keep in our mind is that . Whether or not if its for the good or bad . God will always be there with an open heart . Ready to take in any negative aura that is awaiting you . He will be there , Fearless and Ready . Just like my baby , Who’ has been there for me from the start and i am so happy . To have that confidence of him always being there for me . No matter , Cause with love . There is no distance . - S.B.